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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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 Melissa Zen, 040796 facebook /msn I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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Friday, November 27, 2009
Moved http://immasuperman.tumblr.com ♥ Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Tired I've been very moody these few days. I suddenly feel so sick of everything. Just yesterday I went shopping and bought some stuff, was quite happy with them. Oh gosh I don't know what to say. I feel so lost. I WANT H1N1 AGAIN. Monday, November 23, 2009
Secretive GRADING WAS FUCKING YAY. :) At least I didn't die halfway, thank god. Today's training was okay. I think I shall rant somewhere else. This place is too open. Thursday, November 19, 2009
Belief Tuesday Met Veron, Dana, Zhonghao, Benedict, Kc, Gabriel, Jereme, and Elson at J8. Bought tickets for 2012, again for me! Haha, but watching it the second time was kinda boring. I disturbed the person beside me alot of times, damn funny. Eyes damn big. After the movie, went for dinner and walked around. ;) Went over for Aikido, Gabriel and Jereme came along. Talked abit at the staircase before going in, and daddy walked past and saw us. Then we were damn shocked. Daddy talked to them for awhile then instructed me to do the children grading thingy before going off. And when he went off, the three of us could finally breathe. Lol! Class was fun as usual :) Wednesday Netball was okayokay, played WA all the way. SAW A RAINBOW DURING TRAINING AND THEN BECAME FREAKING HIGH. After training, went ThomsonPlaza with my parents for lunch. Zhihao was there :) Went home, showered and slept like a pig. Woke up, ate dinner and went for Aikido! SiuMing wasn't there, damn sad. But then was drowning in the amount of grading techniques i had to remember. Damn stressed okay, I couldnt do the tanto disarm, fuck it manz. Today Went school early, then went to take ball cage with daughter and sister. Had warmups, then played courtgame. Was WA, kena scolding as usual. Then rested, and changed to C. :) It was damn fun cause coach wasn't looking! After training, went walk walk with dfx around school. :) phb!!! Mommy fetched me, dropped claire and veron home. Bought lunch and came home. Damn tired manz. Showered, watched tv, ate dinner. Have been really happy these few days, dfx you're responsible for this! Grading's this sunday, swear im gonna flunk it.
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Vulnerable Yesterday Met Veron at yck and went off with her to FarEastPlaza. Walked around, then met MarcusHeng and went off to PlazaSing. :) On the way, Veron called Valerie and called her to come. Oh well, went to PlazaSing and met Valerie, walked around and took money from my brothers. Went off to Cathay to meet Zhihao and Rance. Bought 5 tickets for My Girlfriend Is An Agent, waited for damn long for the two tortoises to come! LOL, went into the cinema then watched. Halfway through, Rance went to buy popcorn. Not gonna elaborate what happened in the movie, lazy. After the movie, didn't wanna slack with the guys so went back to PlazaSing. Took Neoprints at the arcade with Veron and went off to meet my bros. Soon later, my parents came and we had dinner :) After dinner, went to walkwalk awhile before watching 2012. Swear it's a good movie, gonna watch it again on tuesday with <3's! Took peektures of the christmas lights at orchard in the car, while entertaining so many people. Gosh, life is tough. ): Today Woke up and went for Netball, was damn tired. Coach kept picking on me, shall not elaborate. Should've joined some other CCA! Running in the hot sun and getting all tanned for what. After training, daddy picked me and went to buy lunch before returning home. Stupid Auntie scolded me for ordering the wrong drink. -.- Might be going for Aikido later on at the new dojo, opposite sensei's house! Who wanna come along? :D Okay Nelson is spamming me already i shall stop blogging love! Friday, November 13, 2009
Unbelievable Woke up around 2, replied messages and then Veron called! She asked if I wanna go watch 2012 at AMKhub, but I couldn't cause I had to go to the Airport to fetch daddy :) I missed him so muchy manz, felt so good to see him again. While in the car on the way to the Airport, it was raining very heavily. On the expressway, saw one tree get struck by lightning, and splitted into half. Damn freaking scary please, the tree was like about 50m away from our car! Daddy's flight was postponed, and landed 15 minutes behind time. While waiting, had a drink and smsed with several people. Sneezed quite alot, the weather was chilling! Ahh, then daddy came out, and I immediately wore his jacket :) Dropped Uncle David home and then sent JeremyHeng to HQ, took the grading forms and dropped him off to tpy. After that, went to ThomsonPlaza for dinner with my parents :) After that, came home and here am I blogging. (: I shall reply tags today!
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Through I've got so many things on head, idk what to start with. Well, I've been crying alot this week. Crybaby? Yeah. Feelings overwrite me. Emotions, and everything. They are all controlled by you. Don't you know what an impact you made in me? I won't forget, I'll just not remember. Tuesday I forgot what happened! Aikido was funnnnn <: Bought waffles at the new cafe upstairs with Sarah and was freaking late for Adults class! Wednesday Had training again, everything just came in and I started crying. How much weaker could I be? Gosh, after training, went tpy with mommy, had lunch etc, and then went home. Zhengyu was here! But not with Jerome and co. Sad much? Skipped Aikido and watched Singapore Idol. Poor Duane, kena kicked out! Thursday, today! How much do you want to aggrevate me? To such an extent that I want to just die? Just fuck off my life will you? -.- Met Veron at YCK MRT with my reddened eyes, she cheered me up and we left for J8. Met Dana, Kc, and Jereme. Walked around before settling down at the foodcourt for lunch. We couldn't decide what to eat, but in the end Dana and I ate ChickenRice. :) Jereme became the coffeeshop uncle. He bought us drinks and carried them over, damn funny ttm. Laughed along yeah, I guessed they couldn't tell that I cried! Soon after, JingYuan, JunLiang, and some other guy came. Don't know their names, just anyhow spell. But they were all 'J's. LOL. (I HAVE DAMMIT HEAVY + DARK EYEBAGS PLEASE) After lunch, we splitted up with the guys and walked around J8. Went to topup money into Dana's ez-link card and guess who i saw, ALFREDA KRYGSMAN (L)! I missed her so damn much! We caught up a little and I didn't wanna disturb her cause she was with her AARON JAMES, LAST LONG LOVE!    Took Bus 13 to Lynwood with those two crazy ones to see the progress of the new house! Haha, I had to do a monthly report to daddy, and I had to take a picture of the house too. While on the way, Veron made me laugh and I spilled Ribena all over my tee, damn suay. -.-  Took a picture and left for Dana's house, we took less than 5 mins to reach there :)   Did so much retarded stuff and videos. Obviously, we camwhored too! Talked about alot of sensitive things, enjoyed ourselves.            Left her house at around 6.15 and waited at the bus-stop opposite Dana's house, then took bus 28 over to Lynwood and changed to bus 13 back to YCK. The bus ride was stupid man, not gonna elaborate k!     Came home, had dinner and spammed Dana's inbox again. Love her so much, not to forget Veron! I've not been talking to xingan lately, kinda miss her. Daddy's coming back tomorrow! Ftw i miss him so much! :) |
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