Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
Profile Melissa Zen, 040796 facebook /msn I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard Music Old songs are meaningful, (: Exits Please tag to be linked, or if you want to be relinked :) Aikidokas Huiqi (L) Jessie (L) Shimin (L) Siuming (L) Andersonians Ansel ChiaYien Elizabeth Randy BPSians Atiqah Arina (L) Benjamin (L) Belle Buena Crislyn Dana (L) Delima Fifie Grace Grisselda (L) GuiFen Huiyi (L) Isabel (L) Ivy Jaslyn (L) JingTing (L) JingXun (L) Jocelyn Josh Kenneth Marcus Marcus Megan MingYuan Monika Nicole Philbert Raylyn (L) Rkycia Sham Sheryl Valerie (L) Venny (L) Veron (L) Yenny YongKai Zhihao (L) Friends Aston Javier (L) Marcus (L) WenHao Others P6 classblog 1E4 classblog Archives October 2009 November 2009 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Sunday, October 18, 2009 Disappointment When I saw your name on my handphone screen, my heart raced. Everyday I tell myself I'm better off without you. But then every morning I wake up realising that I love you more than the day before. I hate myself for loving you. Sexy called me just now, and she was crying. ): Cheered her up with my crap! And next time, I'm gonna slap your relatives for being so god damn rude. Then Kor talked to me on msn, I was so shocked. I thought he forgot all about me already. But I was really touched. Kinda cheered him up i guess. Please don't think sucidal. Relationships are like this. Feelings fade. You will find someone new. Cheer up, loveyou. :) I'm so full from NewYorkNewYork I cant eat my bn later ): Blogger is having problems uploading pictures! I want to cry. (edited at 12.42am) Just finished my bn, I'm damn full. ): Talking to sexy, didi, kor, and dearie now. Love you guys ttm. 9 more days to our fifth month. Please hang on. Tag Replies! DEARIE: tagged ! -> Thanks (: Grisselda: Xingan , Tagged(: ! Loveyouus -> Love you too! Joven: taggies:) -> Thanks :) DEARIE: ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily ! DEARIE: ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily ! DEARIE: ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily ! DEARIE: ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily ! DEARIE: ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily ! DEARIE: ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily ! DEARIE: ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily !ily ! -> Loveyou too :) dylan: tagged :) -> Thanks. NICOLE: HAHA, relink too! :) -> Relinked (: UnwillingTagger: Tagged =( -> Yerongggggg! YNY: TAGGGED ! (: -> (: Thanks Valerie: tag(: Im lazy to relink people for now. X: LOL. -> Must relink me asap! JAVIER!:D: tagged :D,talk to you soon yea! -> (: DEARIE: dearie !i mizyou -> imyt. ♥CHINHONG': HAAHHA , heres' your wanted tag (: ni ce blog tho . but your picture .. hmmm . ♥CHINHONG': Bye , ): -> Thanks and bye. MingYuan<3: Taggggggggggggggggggggggggg! <3> Haha hello. Ivy llJ: hellos melissa, tag and link up pls ♥ thank uuu -> Will link you when I'm free. (:
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay