Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
Profile Melissa Zen, 040796 facebook /msn I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard Music Old songs are meaningful, (: Exits Please tag to be linked, or if you want to be relinked :) Aikidokas Huiqi (L) Jessie (L) Shimin (L) Siuming (L) Andersonians Ansel ChiaYien Elizabeth Randy BPSians Atiqah Arina (L) Benjamin (L) Belle Buena Crislyn Dana (L) Delima Fifie Grace Grisselda (L) GuiFen Huiyi (L) Isabel (L) Ivy Jaslyn (L) JingTing (L) JingXun (L) Jocelyn Josh Kenneth Marcus Marcus Megan MingYuan Monika Nicole Philbert Raylyn (L) Rkycia Sham Sheryl Valerie (L) Venny (L) Veron (L) Yenny YongKai Zhihao (L) Friends Aston Javier (L) Marcus (L) WenHao Others P6 classblog 1E4 classblog Archives October 2009 November 2009 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Monday, October 26, 2009 Weak Sunday Woke up rather early, was super tired because I haven't been sleeping well these few days. Instructional class was very cheem. Was slacking with ChaiLin at the corner (: After that, went for general class. I'm not gonna say anymore about what we did during class but there was once Philip Sensei pulled me away from Jessie! ): Came home and slept after the first two classes, and then went for the afternoon classes. Was very interesting, I enjoy Shimamoto Shihan's class alot. It's very inspirational and not very tiring too. After the last class for the day, we had a cake for Shimamoto Shihan! His birthday is actually today. Ate cake with SiuMing (L) and then she was whining along the corridor, outside the office, and at the entrance. Why? Just to persuade her parents that daddy would be picking her up for training today. Super funny. Today Didn't attend school ): Don't ask me why, only the closer ones know. You don't even care. I just finished two piano theory exam papers, both were rather okay. I hope i can at least get a merit for my exam on Saturday! I have to sleep early on Friday, how sad is that man. Means after training at TPY, I have to rush home to sleep. OH WAIT. There isn't class this Friday (yay) By the way, I'm crazy over Aikido, Shimamoto Shihan, and Ethan deishi! (If thats his name, SiuMing! Haha but whatever lets just call him Ethan). My class position is number 10! I won't get my reward from daddy. I was supposed to be top 5. I'll try harder next year :) I seriously don't know what to blog now as I cant type out what happened in the morning for the whole world to read. Zen, yomimashuo.
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay