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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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 Melissa Zen, 040796 facebook /msn I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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Thursday, November 12, 2009
Through I've got so many things on head, idk what to start with. Well, I've been crying alot this week. Crybaby? Yeah. Feelings overwrite me. Emotions, and everything. They are all controlled by you. Don't you know what an impact you made in me? I won't forget, I'll just not remember. Tuesday I forgot what happened! Aikido was funnnnn <: Bought waffles at the new cafe upstairs with Sarah and was freaking late for Adults class! Wednesday Had training again, everything just came in and I started crying. How much weaker could I be? Gosh, after training, went tpy with mommy, had lunch etc, and then went home. Zhengyu was here! But not with Jerome and co. Sad much? Skipped Aikido and watched Singapore Idol. Poor Duane, kena kicked out! Thursday, today! How much do you want to aggrevate me? To such an extent that I want to just die? Just fuck off my life will you? -.- Met Veron at YCK MRT with my reddened eyes, she cheered me up and we left for J8. Met Dana, Kc, and Jereme. Walked around before settling down at the foodcourt for lunch. We couldn't decide what to eat, but in the end Dana and I ate ChickenRice. :) Jereme became the coffeeshop uncle. He bought us drinks and carried them over, damn funny ttm. Laughed along yeah, I guessed they couldn't tell that I cried! Soon after, JingYuan, JunLiang, and some other guy came. Don't know their names, just anyhow spell. But they were all 'J's. LOL. (I HAVE DAMMIT HEAVY + DARK EYEBAGS PLEASE) After lunch, we splitted up with the guys and walked around J8. Went to topup money into Dana's ez-link card and guess who i saw, ALFREDA KRYGSMAN (L)! I missed her so damn much! We caught up a little and I didn't wanna disturb her cause she was with her AARON JAMES, LAST LONG LOVE!    Took Bus 13 to Lynwood with those two crazy ones to see the progress of the new house! Haha, I had to do a monthly report to daddy, and I had to take a picture of the house too. While on the way, Veron made me laugh and I spilled Ribena all over my tee, damn suay. -.-  Took a picture and left for Dana's house, we took less than 5 mins to reach there :)   Did so much retarded stuff and videos. Obviously, we camwhored too! Talked about alot of sensitive things, enjoyed ourselves.            Left her house at around 6.15 and waited at the bus-stop opposite Dana's house, then took bus 28 over to Lynwood and changed to bus 13 back to YCK. The bus ride was stupid man, not gonna elaborate k!     Came home, had dinner and spammed Dana's inbox again. Love her so much, not to forget Veron! I've not been talking to xingan lately, kinda miss her. Daddy's coming back tomorrow! Ftw i miss him so much! :) |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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